its been a while when my feelings and my brain level has stuck to being in a state of decomposition(intially i intended to say rottan but you i am differnt hihhhii) i wanted to wite this one blog on a very serious note but like i mentioned my fellings and my brains in suc a state that i cant really tell what i am feeling anymore
i am on a verge of being operated again and i am shitt scared, last time surprizing i wasnt but the fact i can feel everything during thoses agonising 2 hrs while my body is being merciless cut and my blood is literally gushing out .....i am really scared
my superman (for the tuned out folks my superman is my 1st hero my 1st angel my big bro)will be by my side but he cant exchange my pain he can joke around treat me like a princess will kiss me , pamper me silly all tis will make me forget momentarily but i know how bad the pain is
there are a hell lot of other things on my already confused mind but for now adios
i wish a safe operation for myself n hopefully i dont cry this time on the operation table
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