Friday, July 25, 2008

of water plain simple water

seasons like summer and winter leave me with a great urge to sit back home kick the TV and eat Maggi though this i rarely do now (Maggi is the easiest meal, my frn calls the Maggi prepared by me soup Maggi cos i put a lot veggies n water) but rains being an exception i roam aimlessly without the need of any company without umbrellas without looking at anyone without thinking just looking at the trees listing to the birds ,the water dropping from the sky the gloomy sky i even stand in my balcony and get wet in the rains, yes the concept of balcony still exists in overcrowded mumbai cos my building is as old as i am dad and uncle build it when i was born, cool rgt!!

rains drive me on an high which i can guarantee even smoking pot wont get me there its a beautiful feeling something like love

well being in mumbai u get to feel a lot of things even literally i say(in overcrowded trains if u getting what i m saying ;)) the hugh traffic, the lines of people u see at 9 am and at 8 pm rushing towards the first opening the see like ants, the buildings so close to each other that u can see what the lady is singing in her shower, the corruption of the babus in the public and private sector, hugh no of aspiring singers, actors, musicians, beauty queens, cricketers etc...

in all this mind numbing activity and people rains makes me happy makes me love everyone cry with joy, put a smile even with broken heart

but this time around i didnt have that much joy for it did't rain at all

love etc

may be m obsessed but even with 10 posts about it m clueless hehe may be i know n m running away maybe i am an egoist but m an human wit all my faults an imperfections i have love all around me yet i am still searching i have lost may things in the past few months my data cable, my chapples, the one guy that i ever love, my self respect.......
but i am a determined soul i will get back everything except one cos i am tired running for it n m losing my precious sleep time energy and life behind it
life it short and i will live every moment as if it was my last one and continue loving without expecting,
i dont care wht you say i am in love wit u u try to pull me away but u dont knw the truth u cut me up n i keep bleeding keep bleeding in love

Saturday, July 12, 2008

kkkkkkkk

Its mandatory to look good to look desirable gone are the days when a persons heart was a thing of importance now size zero is the in thing all thanks to the pretty tempting kareena kapoor I don’t have anything against her but the question here is does she have anything against the 40 % and increasing population of not fat but slightly plump people
I just wish I could stuff her honestly its not hatred I love her attitude. after all she was trying to shake off her kilos to look desirable and look what’s she’s got a 40 plus boy friend 2 ready made kids what else could one girl ask for more (heheheh) but damn her I forgot about the fact that his a navab got the truck loads of money that could buy her diamonds that could make her forget about his sagging glory