Wednesday, January 30, 2008

thank u

i m going to be an aunt in august
m estatic
i cant describe how much happy i am my place in family is going to be changed i m supposed to be more mature n grow up now ....................................nah
m gonna spoil d new kid gavankar make it partner in my crimes n mak my bhai n bhabhi cry after all i m their ist kid (heheheh )
but i love them
rabb rakkha

Friday, January 18, 2008

from d ever perky land of munchkins and bacchus--wit love

i m in d times of life when i raise above d normal human
i can feel extreme emotions at the same time
feeling of love and hate rather anger anxity tension as well as happiness love fun at the exact same time
this phase of my life i call exam period
its the most nervewreking time of any students career cos during this time only one thing ecos in ur thoughts "papa kehte hai bata naam karega"
(amir khan sucks y he had to be my fathers fav n y did he star in this song this song should be offically banned this raises the expectation in parents mind that kids are supposed to actually do something furitfull in life other than mess round)

the happiness part come cos i am d mean median mode of d house at that time d central tendency evry1 is always attentive giveing me more than i want its as if i am mohammad ali preparing for a gr8 boxing round
though in my heart ill love to punch d inventor or people who came up wit d studies or rather exams
wht did i ever do to them
as of now i m thinking of getting bac to my studies hopping that i dont get d dreaded f in answer sheets
adios

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

dare to belong


waiting for my angel to gime some strength

i m feeling numb all of sudden i jus cant handel these emotions
when someone hurts you that much u cant even cry cos all that hurt kills a part of u

to think all d forevers said n done cease to exits
ur mine n i m all urs was it all fake

i want to belive and m getting there too but times i want to think whts was so wrong that i was hurt so bad
i was left all alone
someone whom you never expected gives you a shoulder gives you his shirt to use as a tissue towel not caring whter u r actully using it for ur sobs or for d dirt in ur nasal cavity

someone whos lost wht he had but he can manage to love again
trust is always an issue
but then if u dont take a change u might neva know if it was worth

Sunday, January 13, 2008

its actually funny the way a guy says things, they actually think that its beyong a girls grasp to understand wht their actual hidden intesion's r
do they think its that difficult to read their minds !!!!
evn when i know all this i make d same mistak over n over agin thinking this time itll be difffernt

Friday, January 11, 2008

4M MY HEART

Always forgive your enemies, but never forget their names

You and Me
I’ll do what i do

You’ll go back to being you
and will both forget
this phase were going through
i’ll forget ur laugh
and u’ll forget my smile
and we’ll both forget
the times we spent worth while
u’ll forget the memories
i’ll forget ur name
and well both forget
the unbearable pain
i see u with her
u see him with me
we’ve forgotten each other
ur just another face i see.

jus a though


hav been thinking for a whole of my life

its all in the head but why is it so difficult ot blurt it out in open

people say they love you but they actually dont isnt it obvious this world runs on wants and needs

i dont know rather dont intend to know what the future stores for me

at this moment its jus taking living each day each min as it come


so wht u waiting for bring it on